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you spent your whole life loving me and i’ll spend the rest of my life missing you my shadow following me every step of the way over the past seven years, thank you for being the greatest boy (and sometimes the weirdest) a girl could ask for we fought hard over the last eighteen months to give you the best quality life but it’s time to let you go so you can be at peace, otherwise i would never be ready to say goodbye there will be a hole in my heart that will never be filled i love you willeh @LazarBeam #petloss #petgrief

willeh was on such a strict diet for 2 years while he was sick we just wanted the perfect final day for him and i feel like we got it 🤍 i cannot begin to explain how much love he was surrounded by constantly #petloss #petgrief

what happened to willeh 💔 #petloss #grief

although it didn’t end how we would’ve liked we had such a beautiful time in italy for grace and nicks wedding!! @LazarBeam

update: not the update we were hoping for 💔 just got off the phone to the vets, if he was to stay in house they’d recommend surgery to remove his gallbladder today with a feeding tube. this is an invasive surgery even for a healthy dog so i’ve made the tough call to bring him home because his quality of life with something like that is next to none i want to make him comfortable and say goodbye to him over the weekend. this is going to be one of the hardest things ill ever go through but i know in my heart it’s the right thing to do spending the next day or two with lots of cuddles with loved ones and biscuit.

italy will always be there but willeh might not be 😭😭😭

lazarbeams sisters dad tries to guess uber eats orders also the new cookd hoodie 👀 #ubereats #lazarbeam #cookd

shoutout to my brain for giving me a day off 💅🏼 #petloss #grief #griefjourney

we truly had the best 24 hours with him before he went, couldn’t have asked for a better goodbye 🤍 #petloss

spending our last night together cuddled up just how they both like it need to remember she is going to grieve too 😭

one of the most heartbreaking reunions i’ve ever had. the overnight team aren’t able to give me details so waiting until we see the vets tomorrow morning 💔

don’t worry i’ve been doing a lot of research on how to help, this is just the first time i’ve left (it wasn’t for long) she had pet lullabies on and a night light (hard to see) but been in contact with our vet about ways to manage her anxiety and i’ve ordered a snuggle puppy and plan on taking her to doggy daycare so she can socialise. we just didn’t have a lot of time to prepare and it will be a learning curve for sure (please do not tell me to get another dog my heart cannot take it) #petloss #grief #petgrief

travelling to places we’ve never been for a destination wedding - shot on - fujifilm x100v @LazarBeam @ilsa

a little piece of willeh 🤍 #petloss #grief (tiktok muted it idk why)

i’ve never seen a dog get so much attention she’s slowly adjusting to life as an only child but all the comfort and love from my friends has helped so much 😭 #petloss #dog #dogsoftiktok

willeh is finally home and because i’m not in melbourne i requested ilsa does an unboxing for me if you don’t laugh you’ll cry xx @ilsa #petloss #darkhumour #badjokes

grateful for my support system, he’s in good hands and seems to be responding well to treatment will be staying at the vets over the weekend giving him the best chance for rest and recovery 😭

why is he so mad at me???? #dadsoftiktok

first day in italy!!!! going exploring before a busy few days of wedding activities

and this is why i was crashing out in my last post i had so much hanxiety i couldn’t even post this HAHA